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Another day. Going to work. Sigh.

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Memories

Please forgive me,
for having even the slightest memory
from the times way back when
when you used to love me.

When you used to love me,
like there was no other woman for you.
When you took pride in what we had,
and we always made due.

I remember the times
when you said I was your life,
and more so I remember the times
you called me your wife.

I remember when I once
put a smile on your face.
I remember when you used to like to be with me
and I remember when no one could take my place.

There was once upon a time
when I was your world.
And there was another time,
when you were glad I was your girl.

I remember holding hands
walking down the city street.
I remember the appeasement I felt
whenever our eyes happened to meet.

I often think about the time
when we had our first kiss.
I remember when I made you happy.
Those are the days I miss.

I keep in mind that at some point
I was all that you ever wanted.
And with these memories
my mind is constantly haunted

with the buts, ands,
maybes and what ifs.
Te possibility of losing you
and the reasons for coming to this.

I pity myself
because I was once stronger.
But I've opened up, and broken down
and all that lasts are memories, somber.

Oh thine fellow brute,
why do you hate me so?
The way I talk, the way I dress,
the way I look down below?

For your nose is often held high,
and your thoughts inaccessible.
And you continue to look down, down, down upon me
until insecurities because irresistible.

How unfortunate, for you my friend,
that our feelings are not mutual.
The hate you have for me is merely subtle
and my love for you is brutal.

Dare not you live with yourself
knowing that you are a murderer of minds.
You rip out hearts, and stab raw backs,
and destroy emotions of all kinds.

You have power over the souls of many
and your control is never ending.
You come so soft and welcoming,
and your wrath is unrelenting.

Dear Love

Dear Love,
How is it possible
That my heart can smile so deep?
That you bring me joy,
and make me laugh until i weep?

Dear Love,
Why do you shoot me down
just to bring me back up again?
Why do you face me with circumstances
that I feel I can never win?

Dear Love,
What did I do
to deserve your terrible wrath?
Why is it that you come first in my life,
but in yours I come last?

Dear Love,
Why do you continue
to leave my heart in pieces?
Why do you leave me alone
without ever giving real reason?

Dear Love,
You can sometime bring me darkness,
and with darkness comes the rain.
But you someone turn it all around
and take away the pain.

Dear Love,
It's impossible to hate you,
though sometimes I hate how you make me feel.
You often make me question myself,
and if what's happening is real...

As a lay here next to you
I can hear your peaceful slumber.
I feel your heart beating next to mine
and the warmth of your touch is my comfort.
I feel as if we are one entity
as if our minds, bodies, and souls are interlocked.
I can imagine lying here with you
for an eternity and beyond.
When i close my eyes, I used to see darkness.
But i now see my future with you.
My mind creates its own little fantasies
that i hope to someday be real.
I dream of your everlasting love.
I dream of only your kisses.
I dream of our happiness as we grow together
I dream of no more than us.
I am genuinely happy
and my desires are often fulfilled.
With you I'll always have a friend
and someone I can trust.
I will always have reason to smile
as long as I know I can lay next to you...

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cant get shawty off my mind
thinkin bout her so much
it tears me up inside
i never thought i could love like this
but theres a first time for everything
she is my gift
she is like my super woman
she showed me the good life
she taught me to love
she taught me to fight
for all that i love
and all that i believe in
she taught me to smile
and now shes my reason
for livin this thing called life.

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Number One Fan

When we first met each other
I guess you could say we were destined to be.
You were no rock star,
I was no groupie.

But it was definitely something about you,
that drew me near.
It was something special in you
that made me set aside my fears

And want to explore way more than just your body
but your heart, mind and soul too
because you had these things, these beautiful things
that made you, you.

I could never put my finger on it,
but you gave my life such a spark.
It was a spark so bright and so beautiful
so pulled me out of the dark

And into your world
to show me how excellent a love can be,
to outright prove to me
that I really can be happy.

You aren't perfect,
but neither am I.
But we're so good together,
and our flaws are why.

You knock me off my feet
with everything you do.
Even when you're not around,
your essence is present to prove

that regardless of the circumstance
it'll always be me and you.
We fly high together
and after all we've made it though,

there's no doubt in my mind
that this thing is real.
Baby, I'm not going anywhere
and thats what i really feel.

Yea, we might have some haters,
we may have some enemies,
but that's just life
when you live like royalty.

You were no rock star,
I was no groupie
But I always have been, and always will be
you number one fan...

-<3 Ty