1/5/09

Ever since September, i feel like you've always been there for me, regardless of the circumstance and how it made you feel. For so long, you put me above yourself when I needed it most. Not only do I appreciate that, but I appreciate how you have always been my shoulder to cry on (even though i do NOT really cry too often), you listen to me, and you USUALLY give an unbiased opinion that you find best suit. You have made me realize things about myself, love and life in general. You've molded me into a better person, even if its only a little bit, you helped me to grow. Even before we were together, you've demonstrated complete devotion to me. You're understanding (most of the time), and easy to talk to. You are my best friend, and now my lover. I cherish every moment we spend together (secretly) even if I'm upset, or if you're upset about anything. You make me feel like I'm really the last woman standing, and as far as I'm concerned, anyone better doesn't exist. Yea, we've been through some shit. But the mere fact that through everything, we're together really means a lot symbolically and physically. I think about you all the time (secretly), and I only want to be with you. Even if I'm not having the greatest of days, you're the only one I want to talk to because you always know the right things to say. You're an honest, easy going person, and I know I can be dramatic and frantic at times. You have become the yin to my yang, keeping me balanced and sane. You are my adviser, my confidant, my napping buddy, my dance partner, my lunch pal, my booty call (lol, thought it would be funny), and I want nothing else but to give my all to you.