Acceptance

Fallen.
I am just that,
and I shall no longer deny.
No longer will I fight my heart
in this losing battle of Love.
No longer will I shout against
the belief in these feeling I have for you.
No longer will I secretly declare
in my dreams I have of you
the feelings that take over me
with just a single thought.
I continue to write,
but I find it nearly impossible to say.
I don't have a single nerve in my body
confident enough to express it.
I have neither bone nor organ
strong enough to keep me up.
But I have come a bit further.
I've come a mile from before.
Maybe I'll take a rest from my long journey.
Baby steps I tell myself,
for I simply don't wish to appear a fool for Love.
But deep down inside,
I'm about as foolish as one can get.
I am more foolish now than I was before;
its this feeling.
This expression inside
puts me at a loss of words.
But I'm at this step,
unsure of what come next
after this Acceptance.