Blurb 5/18/08

"To some people, you may appear useless and lacking value. But in the eyes of another, you are a treasure, a keep sake; something to be cherished forever" --Tyra Nicole

Oh how I wish you'd understand
that what I feel for you
is not something to be reckoned with.
You are my everything,
but I'm sure you already knew that.
You're all that I want;
I'm sure you knew that too.
Never once have I had to question
you ideas and discretion.
I'm never been given a reason
to mistrust or misunderstand,
for you, my darling, are flawless.
Although in the eyes of some
you may be a wreck,
you are pefect to me.
You are my knight, my stength;
my support, my queen.
I care for you like I care for no other.
I give more to you
that to anyone else
For you are deservant of everything I have and more.
So much I want to do that I just can't.
So much I want for you,
that I just can't obtain.
May you never fathom the feelings I have for you?
Maybe if you could simply see
the way I think of you all the time.
Maybe if you could live in mind,
if only for a day,
so that you may comprehend
the levels of passion, and desire;
the constant urgency of your presence,
and the utter desire to be touched by you.
And so I go on, with my words of many,
but they never seem to be enough.
Is it true that actions do indeed speak louder?
Or is there anymore that I can do?
I carry on my heart that big corpulent word;
that silent feeling that takes over my body.
But how shall I go about expressing this to you?
In what ways can I help you to understand?
I guess with feelings, things can never be simplified,
so may be go hand in hand, step by step,
treating each day as it was our last.
Maybe we'll be lucky enough to tremble upon
the clarity, accordance and understanding for which i have longed.

Acceptance

Fallen.
I am just that,
and I shall no longer deny.
No longer will I fight my heart
in this losing battle of Love.
No longer will I shout against
the belief in these feeling I have for you.
No longer will I secretly declare
in my dreams I have of you
the feelings that take over me
with just a single thought.
I continue to write,
but I find it nearly impossible to say.
I don't have a single nerve in my body
confident enough to express it.
I have neither bone nor organ
strong enough to keep me up.
But I have come a bit further.
I've come a mile from before.
Maybe I'll take a rest from my long journey.
Baby steps I tell myself,
for I simply don't wish to appear a fool for Love.
But deep down inside,
I'm about as foolish as one can get.
I am more foolish now than I was before;
its this feeling.
This expression inside
puts me at a loss of words.
But I'm at this step,
unsure of what come next
after this Acceptance.

I'm Glad You're Mine

Some say it takes a life time, while other believe in love at first sight. Some people feel that there is no such thing as love, while others simply live their life as a love story.

Regardless of what others think or how others feel, I know for a fact that what we have is like no other. Its a truth that I was meanth for your arms, and you lips were made for mine. And it is an utter rarity that one simply tramples upon someone like you.

Though you don't often give yourself the credit you deserve, you are an all around perfection in my eyes. You're a best friend, you're a sister, you're a care-taker (in the sense that you do what you can, not in the sense that you are a guardian or baby-sitter) and you are the girlfriend.
You always know when something is wrong, although I refuse to express it. And you do what you can to bring a smile to my face. You appear to do such without effort, but I appreciate you for everything you say and do. Everything from your text messages throughout the day, to your dedication to our relationship makes me glad to call you mine.

When I'm with you, its as if I was created to be there in your arms and nowhere else. When you kiss me, its as if no one else exist. All the things you've said to me, I haven't forget, for everything you've said is a keepsake; something that I will cherish forever. Your words are bittersweet, and regardless of how sparingly you say them, they are everlasting in my mind.

You soothe my soul, and cleanse my mind. You enable me to say and do things that I've never done before, and for that, I appreciate you even more. You appear to place me preeminantly above many things even though you don't have to. You put time into "us", which people rarely stick around to do. You remain by my side through my bratiness, and through my emotional barriers. You aren't quick to judge, but instead you're quick to listen with understanding ears and an open heart. You've given me value in your life, and have also given me something to look forward to everyday. Although you're not here physically, you always make it key to appear beside me in spirit.

You say I'm great, but I'll always say you're greater. I'll never feel that I've done enough for you, for you've come into my life and showed me a new side of things...

I'm glad you're mine.