Monday, April 7, 2008

No Mercy. No Pity. No Regret.

Some say it is human to give and receive. But why is it, that we feel that we always give so much, when in all reality, we've given little to nothing at all? How many times can you honestly say, someone has been able to come to you with their issues, you were able to give sound advice, and the situation was resolved? Think about it.

I personally can say, I've been by the side of some during the tears, during the heartbreaks, during and through the drama. After being talked about and hated, bruised, broken and tried, I was a faithful companion, and always forgive those that tend to treat me like scum occasionally. But in my transition to adulthood, I realize that people grow, whether its up or apart, they do grow. I realize that the games, the feelings, the drama that was once tolerated, no longer entertains me. I've also grown to decipher (through constantly dealing with others of course) whats fact, whats fiction, and the difference between a cry for attention, a legit emotion and utter "bitchassness" as it would be put by a few friends of mine.

Perfectionist you are not my dear child, neither am I, for you and I both are merely human. You are not God, nor are you the Devil; you are just flesh and blood. To those souls that feel offended by this, I am talking to you because it needs to be said. You always look to take, you always look to get upset. But when do you try to resolve? When have you been there? You should take a step back, and read through the book of Your Life's Past before you throw your tantrums our way. When I say our, I'm speaking of the people that are sick and tired of giving, and tolerating, and acting like nothing is wrong. The people that pretend to hear nothing, pretend to know nothing for the sake of friendship. I'm talking about the people that swallow every bit of pride they have, and forgive you like nothing ever happened. I'm speaking about every person that you've ever hurt, lied to, stole from or cheated.

So this is what I have for you.

No Mercy. No Pity. No Regret.

For you see, you've cause enough damage in the past as it is. We've tried to choose sides, we've tried to be neutral, neither of which can satisfy your personal standards. So since we can't satisfy you, since we can't quench your need for this love, attention, help, and presence that you claim you don't have, we can no longer be of service to you, for we've done everything we can. We bid you adieu, for nothing else can be done with your state of mind.

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