Re: Untitled (Kisshawn)

So many times have we been broken down by others; finding it hard to trust, hard to completely feel comfortable around someone for whom you care so much, difficult to love. It's hard to just hand your heart over to someone after so many tears, so many sleepless nights, so many battles lost.

Never for a second has any doubt of your feelings for me crossed my mind. Nor have I ever denied my feelings for you. It's an utter rarity that someone brings a sincere smile across my face quite like you do. I feel as though I could talk to you about anything, any one, how I'm feeling. Why I'm so comfortable around you, I'm not sure. Never have I been able to open up to someone the way I have done with you in weeks past. You tolerate me, and accept me as the beautiful flaw I am. You understand me even through my awkwardness. Late night conversations on the phone are new to me. I always wanted to partake in a few, but never met someone who cared enough to sit on the other side. I feel as though you know me as no one else does. You're perfect in my eyes and I'm not sure how I could be any happier.

I've learned that patience is the key to some of life's best experiences. So regardless of your current frustrations, I feel that if we were meant to be, we will be. When the time is right, neither of us would have to second guess ourselves, neither of us would feel wronged, neither of us would feel guilty. When the time is right, I'm sure there would be pure bliss; no doubts, no regrets. Just us. Just happiness. But until it is revealed to us what Patience holds, I want to be that lationship that makes you smile. I want to be that lationship that will rebuild you. I want to be that lationship that you will never forget because of the numerous positive moments we've shared. I want to be that lationship that makes you feel like the only woman in the world. I want to be THE lationship.